Hello World

So, I have been doing many things lately- and it has been working out well.

First, I have been working on Python. Secondly, I have been working on expanding my social circle and hanging out more. Thirdly, I have been working on homework. So much homework. And last but not least, getting ready for prom.

I am super excited for prom. I have my dress, and my shoes, and I have decided how I want to wear my hair. It is a very modest, ethereal look.

I am noticing that my blog talks about my life, but isn't very catchy. Maybe I need a gimmick. I will be working on that process for the next few days.

I wonder what it would be like to find someone new. Someone exciting who was really into me. I am happy with my boyfriend, but I am not satisfied. I want romance and spontaneity. I want someone to think that I am exciting, and wonderful.

love always, Camille

I Thought I Had Friends

Okay, so, I thought I had friends. Then the one I was growing most rapidly closer to stopped responding to everything I say. He does this a lot.

I am going to Hawai'i for thanksgiving break, I guess that is exciting. I know, my apathy is overwhelming.

I got my internship at OHSU. I will be doing virology research at the Biomedical Research Building, Kurre lab. All I really want to do this summer is eat fruit and read, but virology is pretty cool too.

Any ideas on ways to be less bored with life?

love, Camille

Best Friends

For the first time in my life, I have best friends. Five of them. Five very very cool people who I adore. For the first time in my life, I have five people I can trust, FIVE WHOLE PEOPLE. This is just a little post, a rant even, but i just want to say that i am grateful for my best friends AB, CS, MB, MH, and TJ.

<3 Camille

old friends, new beginnings

So, I have begun to be friends again with an old friend. I am very excited about this since he means so much to me. He used to be my best friend, and now he is just... a friend friend (if that.) I haven't slept in two days. I am so tired. I can't breathe at night, so I can't sleep. I am basically a wreck.
I am happy though, because of my good friends. My best friend and I are playing music together and my boyfriend is writing a song for me. It has been a musical week.

lots of love, Camille

Let's Be Cliche

(First Post)

I really like people. People make me giggle inside. People make me warm, and snuggly, and affectionate.
People also make me want to cry.

I am getting used to both of these feelings, with age. I can totally deal with both of these feelings. But to be entirely unwitty, and not clever, I don't want to. I am a little bit tired of people making me cry. Especially when they want to.

But over all, I still like people, and I still mostly feel affectionate and warm towards them. That is, those that I have met.
Until maybe tomorrow, maybe later, Camille